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The Angel of Death says that it’s a piece of cake, Pan just has to find someone that loves her. Pan says that’s the problem.. she tells the Angel to look at her, who would love someone like Pan. Thank goodness P’Way is there because he asks Pan if she’s really sure about that, then asks her to think about
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Pan tells P’Way that she’s been in P’Kim’s body all these times, but she has to leave it now. P’Way doesn’t understand what Kim is saying. P’Way grabs some more darts to throw at the board. Kim says that he knows what he’s saying is hard to believe. Kim asks P’Way to think about it, ever since the accident, Kim
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Kim returns to his room at home. While he’s practicing his new permanent role as Kim, he goes over to the bookshelf to study. Which is when he finds an envelope that contains tickets with the #WayKimForever. Kim looks at the dartboard for a moment, then Khet comes rushing in demanding to know what Kim is up to. Kim angrily
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After seeing Khett’s grief for P’Kim, Kim leaves and goes to the hospital. There he sees Pan’s Dad arguing with someone about money. Pan’s Dad doesn’t have any to spare especially with Pan now in a coma. The jerk says that Pan’s Dad hasn’t changed, his wife has been dead and now her daughter is his burden and that’s why
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Khett is waiting for Kim, he tells Kim that they have to talk. Khett says that he heard everything. Khett knows all about the choice that Kim has to make, whether he stays in P’Kim’s body or goes back to Pan’s body. When Kim nods, Khett says that the decision is easy, Kim should go back to Pan’s body. Kim
Read moreIt’s April which is commonly known as Autism Awareness Month. Autistic people are being subjected to Parent Advocates and the tragedy narrative all over the internet this month. Medic Alert Canada was also sadly quite guilty of this. They featured a Video that was labeled as Autism Safety: Resources, tools and advice from experienced moms. However there was 1 Mom
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Kim and Khett make it to the hospital to see the doctors performing CPR on Pan’s body. Pan’s dad demands to know what’s wrong with his daughter, but the doctors don’t answer him, and tell everyone to leave. The group waits in the hallway, Pan’s dad sits in a chair while the trio of friends stand a fair distance away.
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Wow another month has come and gone.. where did March go? The weather has been pretty nice, so I managed to get in a few good walks this month. I even managed to walk down and up a huge hill. I did that walk two days in a row.. and my body said no to a third day, as I
Read moreLondon Autistics Standing Together is a peer-support and mutual aid network for Autistic Adults living in London Ontario and the surrounding areas. … An open letter to Kismutt Rescue from Autistic adults in London Ontario:
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It came to my attention yesterday that an Ontario animal rescue was discriminating against Autistic children. This was horrible because the only reason given for their “rule” was a child’s neurology. They did try to claim that Autistic children were abusive to animals and listed two examples from their own experience. This was immediately called out as bullshit (BS) as
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The next day Gene is at a cafe, he snaps a quick picture of his food & drink sending it as a text to Nubsib. He tells Nubsib that he will meet him after class, as he’s waiting for Hin at a cafe nearby anyway. Nubsib texts back an agreement to meet at the cafe. A moment later Hin shows
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Later that night Gene is on his phone while the first episode of Bad Engineer plays. Nubsib comes over and asks him what he’s doing. Gene says that he’s making an Instagram story post because it’s the first episode of the drama. Nubsib wonders why Gene hasn’t dried his hair yet but Gene says that his hair will dry on
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Nubsib eagerly awaits Gene downstairs. Gene’s Dad opens the door and comes down first though. Nubsib greets him, Gene’s dad comments that the moment he gives Nubisb permission, he shows up. Gene’s dad says that kids these days really get quite eager, Nubsib can only smile and agree. Gene’s dad tells Nubsib that his dad had already texted him, so
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So after all the tears from last episode, this episode starts off the next morning at Gene’s house with the family having breakfast, and it’s full of tense silence. If you thought having breakfast at the table was bad, try taking out the trash. Gene’s Mom and Nubsib’s Mom are both taking out the trash and when Gene’s Mom tries
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That night, Kim fills Soda in on the phone about why P’Kim did what he did. Soda is shocked and says that she can’t imagine doing that for anyone. Kim says that they can now see clearly how much P’Kim loved P’Way. Kim asks why Soda doesn’t seem happy since their ship of P’Way and P’Kim is real. Soda says
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P’Way drags Kim into a gym storage room. Kim’s phone immediately starts to ring so P’Way grabs it, seeing that it’s Khett, he declines the call and hands it back to Kim. Khett then calls P’Way’s phone when he can’t get a hold of Kim. P’Way declines that call too and asks Kim what’s wrong with his brother. Kim doesn’t
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P’Kim is practicing for his conversation with P’Way when Khett comes into the bathroom claiming that he just wants to brush his teeth. He listens as Kim continues to practice but the lines he uses are similar to when one is breaking up with someone, not a person that is rejecting the other before a relationship starts as Khett is
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P’Way comes back to his bedroom with the football that P’Way wrote on, asking him to be his boyfriend. He sits down and stares at it as he remembers what happened back at the gym. P’Way gave a very heartfelt love confession and poor Kim realized that P’Way was actually in love with P’Kim and not Pan. P’Way never realized
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As the song from the zither fades, Yang Yue claps openly before remembering that his place. Lu Yi smiles briefly before saying that the sound of Zhai Lanye’s music lingers beautifully. Zhai Lanye replies that people often say it takes ten years to learn the Pipa **Chinese Lute** and one year to learn the Zither. She says that it’s really
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The dinner party is effectively over and it’s clear that there’s a rift between the two families after Gene’s announcement. Nueng is still supportive and so is Jab but unfortunately the parents are in silent anger mode. Gene and Nubisb have a tough time saying goodbye, Nubsib tells his father that they didn’t do anything wrong. Nubsib’s dad tell him
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Nubsib and Aoey are acting out the love confession scene in Bad Engineer but Director Mai yells cut because Nubsib is having trouble saying “I Love you” like he means it. Director Mai reminds Nubsib that he’s done well so far but he can’t mess up this scene as it’s the peak of the story. The director tells Nubsib that
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Aoey looks all depressed at the bar and even holds back a few sobs but since he tried to drug Gene.. I have zero sympathy for him. He eventually turns on his cell phone to stare at a picture of Nubsib and Gene at the press event. He then flips through a few more pictures of Gene on his phone,
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Gene was making food when his phone notifications went off. He comes over to the table to check them out. The first two were from Nubsib reminding him to eat, then there were messages from Aoey. Aoey sent him a picture of a person that looked like Nubsib sitting next to him at a bar, but then sends a text
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P’Way admits that he doesn’t know what’s going on here, but that after Kim’s accident he could tell that things were different. P’Way says that after that night when they had BBQ, he started to see Kim differently. P’Way admits that it was also because of Khett telling him that Kim wasn’t the same person that he used to know.
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P’Way is busy fixing the faucet and Kim comments that he’s doing a lot better than the two of them. Khett replies that Kim doesn’t know for sure that P’way can fix the faucet since it’s not easy, which is when P’Way announces to them that’s he’s finished fixing it. This pleases Kim and surprises Khett. P’Way says that it’s
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This month was huge because I got an indoor exercise bike from Costco that is IFIT compatible. I’ve been exploring the programs, testing out various beginner ones as I prepare myself for spring when I can actually go outdoors on my own bike and cycle around. Oddly enough I even managed to lose a little bit of weight, but I’m
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Khett says that he doesn’t understand but that he’s trying to. Khett repeats what Kim has told him that if the Angel of Death was there, then she could answer some questions, but she’s not there. Just after Kim confirms that she’s not there a wind blows, indicating her arrival. Kim tells Khett that she’s coming, Khett asks where the
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P’Off and his gang surround P’Way and Khett. The group fights and Khett warns P’Off that he had better tap out and leave. P’Off says that he’ll never give in to the likes of them. (Oddly they blurred the knife this time..) The fight goes on and P’Off is focused on beating up on P’Way while his two minions gang
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After seeing the Emperor’s decree that the investigation is now under the authority of the Embroidered Uniformed Guards, the prison guard quickly leads Lu Yi and Jin Xia to the prisoner. Once in a dungeon like interrogation room, Jin Xia reads off Zhou Xianyi’s personal information as follows: Zhou Xianyi is 28 years old, from Wuxing, Zhejiang. He passed the
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A reporter introduces himself to the camera then goes up to interview the cast of Bad Engineer. He asks Nubsib to hold the mic as carefully as if he was holding the person’s heart. Gene tries not to look obvious while he steals looks at Nubsib. The reporter asks Nubsib how he feels with the series about to air soon.
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There’s a press conference for the series Bad Engineer based off of Gene’s BL novel. The host gets the audience pumped up before inviting the cast onto the stage. Director Mai is the first on stage, followed by Gene, Nubsib, Aey, then Mhok. Once they all take their seats the cast begin to introduce themselves starting with Director Mai. Next
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Gene returns alone to the condo, he sits on the floor hugging a pillow clearly missing Nubsib. He picks up a book, flips through a few pages then puts it down again. Gene hugs the pillow some more before taking out his cell phone and hovering over the button to phone Nubsib. In the end he doesn’t call and waits
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Nubsib answers his phone while unpacking his car. It turns out to be Tum asking if he and Gene have made up already. Tum also wants to know if Gene is still angry. Tum tells Nubsib to ask Gene to turn his cellphone back on and talk to him, unless Gene is still angry then he wonders if Gene might
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Just as P’Off and P’Way are about to fight, Phingphing comes out of nowhere pushing down the hand with the knife. Phingphing tells P’Off to stop it as it isn’t what they agreed to. P’Off tells her that things are now out of her control and that he had already given her a chance to get P’Way under control. P’Off
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Pan and Soda return to school the next day. They see that Khett is in the classroom so they assume that P’Kim has woken up and everything is fine. Pan says that she thinks the body swap was to make more her more enlightened and smarter, so she won’t fall for any of his tricks. As soon as Pan sits
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Khett asks them about what happened with his brother, Soda and Pan panic and Soda starts to tell him. Pan interrupts her by saying that she was unconscious at the time so she doesn’t know or remember anything. Pan says that the last thing she remembers is being on the back of P’Kim’s bike. She says that she doesn’t know
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Pan looks confused as she is now in her own body. Soda is glad to have her finally awake but they both wonder why P’Kim’s body is unconscious on the floor. A nurse comes in to give Pan a sponge bath then runs out sending off alarms in the ward. Soda thinks it’s because Pan finally woke up but more
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Nubsib wakes up in bed, he looks at the other side of the bed to find out that he’s alone. He goes downstairs which is where Gene is lying down asleep on the couch, still holding his laptop. Nubsib sits on the couch then gently tries to take the MacBook away from Gene. Gene’s hands tighten on it for a
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Gene is staring at his laptop remembering back when Nubsib gave him a bottled drink when they were sorting out the groceries at the condo. The dog continues to bark so Gene goes to check it out. He pets the pup for a few moments before Nubsib walks up (he’s the reason the dog was barking). Nubsib comes up to
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Little Nubsib comes out form hiding calling out for the other kids only to find himself abandoned by them. Nubsib wanders around searching for them and finds the older kids playing on a PlayStation 1 *PS1* (ah that brings back memories…) Nubsib slowly opens the door to see them having fun, so he leaves. Gene however heard someone in the
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So yeah January was a big month as I was finally able to get my 3rd Covid vaccination. I also had to get a bit more active as there were a few months there were I just didn’t have energy. Having my 3rd dose of the vaccine meant that I felt comfortable enough to head back to the swimming pool.
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Nubsib is having a dream about his childhood. His Mom was punishing him for disappearing and making her very worried. Nubsib then wakes up just before his phone rings. Nubsib answers his phone and it’s Jab, Gene’s older brother. Jab tells Nubsib that he thinks he knows where Gene might have gone. Jab suspects that Gene has gone to the
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P’Off tells P’Way that it’s fine, they will beat up the both of them instead. P’Off then orders his minions to attack P’Way. P’Way fights them off pretty easily and even manages to defend Kim from P’Off at the same time. Kim is absolutely useless in a fight. Security comes out interrupting the fight. P’Off would still fight but his
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P’Way gets in Khet’s way in the hallway and prevents him from moving forward. Khet keeps trying to side step him but it doesn’t work. Eventually P’Way asks Khet if he is trying to get on his nerves. Khet asks him right back when he ever did he ever do such a thing. P’Way says that he didn’t realize it
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The next day at school, Phingphing’s two friends are tweeting about her breakup with P’Way. They spill the details about how P’Way never bought Phingphing any rings and they never had sex. When Phingphing comes up to ask if they know who started the rumours, the two of them both say no. Phingphing tells them that when she finds out
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Kim yells at Soda that she can’t like him because he’s Pan. The Angel of death shows up, because Kim told the secret. She swings her death scythe at him.. but it stops just short hitting him. The Angel of Death tells Kim that they have to talk outside. Kim says okay and leaves the room which leaves a very
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